Down, down, down.

My maid just left for her home yesterday morning.
My dad, baby & I sent her off to the airport.
Could see her tears were about to fall. She's always tearing with the mention of her leaving.
These 3 years, she acted more like a nanny/mother to my brother & I.
Not JUST A MAID, in the eyes of you many out there.
Probably you guys never had one that cared much more, so you wouldn't know how it felt like having her gone.

I will miss you, Elena. :((

Other than that, things for me are not looking good.
People closer to me would probably know.
Some bastard son of a gun just kinda screwed up my life.
& you know what, I'm so not gonna clean up the mess he created. _|_
Really doesn't pay to be nice at all, that's all I've learned from this shit.

& it's already like nearing half way into the hols.
I'm trying to use the time to just rest at home cos school's killing me.
Just 2 days ago, rented a car out to drive with baby pie.
All's good except that it kept raining and i couldn't utilize the convertible to its full use.
Did some shopping, caught Killers & had Sushi Tei for dinner.
Then she came over my house to sleep after we sent Elena off. :(

My, my. I don't know what else to blog anymore.
I hope in time things will turn better.
Til then....